"Hey, never mind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away...I pray for patience but they make me want to melt they face away"
-T.I, Live your life.
Mostly one of the most realistic lyrics I have heard. Whenever you are in a bad situation, mostly you would turn to music right? But that doesn't cure you mentally nor emotionally (sometimes). Listening to the song makes you realise what situation you are actually in. As much as you want to wish yourself to be in a far away place, It's not going to happen. It's also difficult to accept the situation and try to forget about it.
No matter how far you ran away or how hard you try and forget it, it will always try and come back to haunt you right? It's gone to you. It's stuck in your brain. It will take some time to actually forget about it, but right now, this is the hardest part. Losing someone is hard to accept, also knowing that someone you once knew hates you now. Both of these problems are quite similar. There's probably anger at the start or you just can't believe that it actually happened, then comes in the days were you either cry everynight or it looks like you have totally understood what happen and look like you've accepted it but deep inside your weeping.
It's a cold harsh world out there, it's not made out of rainbows and not everyone is loving and caring. Being an adolescent and knowing some people who dislike for who I am hurts me a little. Yes i've cried had my emotional moments and taken out my anger. But I think i'm not ready to accept the world as it is.
I'm Jenet, and basically this is my life.
No matter how far you ran away or how hard you try and forget it, it will always try and come back to haunt you right? It's gone to you. It's stuck in your brain. It will take some time to actually forget about it, but right now, this is the hardest part. Losing someone is hard to accept, also knowing that someone you once knew hates you now. Both of these problems are quite similar. There's probably anger at the start or you just can't believe that it actually happened, then comes in the days were you either cry everynight or it looks like you have totally understood what happen and look like you've accepted it but deep inside your weeping.
It's a cold harsh world out there, it's not made out of rainbows and not everyone is loving and caring. Being an adolescent and knowing some people who dislike for who I am hurts me a little. Yes i've cried had my emotional moments and taken out my anger. But I think i'm not ready to accept the world as it is.
But im also ready to say, Fuck It.
I'm Jenet, and basically this is my life.
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